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Dec 92 min read
Just Because
The most tender form of intimacy is the habit of doing things without reason. Buying her a sweater on the 3rd of December. Getting her...
Aug 183 min read
Eulogy to the Damned
18.08.24 Baby, I'm a firefighter Trapped in a burning house In a silent picture And there is no way out Except to watch the love between...
Apr 42 min read
Icarus
I'm going to have to survive through this, aren't I? I take my words back. I shouldn't have said I like life in its many contrasts. The...
Mar 63 min read
Casual intimacy
Casual intimacy. Because I know only in theory that I need to give you space. I haven't actually tried it yet. And because you've only...
Jan 1, 20243 min read
the best kind of overdose
26.07.2022 Have you ever been so deprived of intimacy that the moment you meet someone who makes an effort to know you, you jump right...
Jan 1, 20245 min read
the shadow you leave behind
there is a universe where all the words that you type into a chatbox and then hit backspace on, go to. they exist in limbo, outside...
Dec 4, 20224 min read
words unspoken
you walk down a sidewalk that goes on, -- until it ends. the sidewalk is your latest fleeting refuge. it ends before you get used to it....
Nov 11, 20226 min read
Sweeter than Solitude
What is your measure of progress in life? For me, the most recent metric has been being able to listen to Mr. Blue without spiralling...
Nov 16, 20205 min read
Placebo
Do you remember the last time you wanted to remember something? The last time you thought about the last time you did something that...
Feb 5, 20208 min read
The Call
Let me tell you the story about the call that changed my destiny. References to The Backstreet Boys ended in the line above. I've been...
Sep 1, 20194 min read
how's your rehab?
have you ever thought how you're just a brain controlling organic locomotive parts? but no, you decide you're gonna populate so hard you...
Aug 25, 20195 min read
I got so high i lost aesthetic appeal
i got so fuckin' high, i lost appeal. weird, right. you know you sink into this position where your centre of gravity holds point...
Aug 6, 20193 min read
The long road to rehab
Growing up introverted brings along unique ways of getting to know people. One moment you're alone by yourself, and in the next, you've...
Apr 8, 20192 min read
Sober me up, please
She left like how Bojack turns around and walks away to rehab at the end of season five. You see Diane standing there watching, wave him...
Dec 17, 20184 min read
I see you
It started with wanting to write for the first time in more than two years. What followed was signing up to several different blogging...
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